My Faith in Christ

After the winter snows a wind of healing blows,
And thorns put forth a rose, and lilies cheer us;
Life's everlasting spring has robbed death of his sting,
Henceforth a cry can bring our Master near us.
... John Masefield












What I Believe

I believe that the universe and all that is in it was created by God. And I believe He did it as written in the first book of the Bible, Genesis. God created mankind in perfection after his own image, with an eternal spirit, and placed them in a perfect world. And man and woman had a very close relationship with God, their Creator. Through rebellion against God, mankind ruined that perfect relationship with God, and sin entered the world. When sin entered the world by disobedience, the world and the entire universe, changed from perfection to imperfection.

Because of mankind's sinful nature and rebellious spirit, there was no longer the close and perfect relationship that once existed between God and mankind. A system of sacrifices was set up to atone for the sinfulness of man and to pay the penalty as a substitution for mankind's sin. I believe sacrifices point to the Messiah as predicted many places in scripture. The coming of the Messiah was fulfilled in the person of Jesus Christ two thousand years ago. He was the human incarnation of God, that is, God come down to earth in human form. Jesus claimed to be God on a number of occasions. Because of this claim, he was a "stumbling block" to the first century Jews, who were looking for a Messiah to free the Jewish people from the bondage of the Roman Empire and establish God's eternal Kingdom on earth.

Jesus lived a perfectly sinless life and was the supreme example of submission to God, His heavenly father. He was crucified on a cross and was dead three days. On the third day he came back to life, proving his claim to be God, and triumphing over death. His perfect sacrifice for all of mankind's sin now makes it possible to renew the right relationship with God that man and woman had when first created. His sacrifice was the payment for our sin, and was credited to us in full and complete payment for our rebellion and sinfulness.

Every man and woman is sinful, and separated from God. And the Good News of Jesus' payment for our sin is the single most merciful and gracious act of God our Creator. Every human born is accountable to God for how he or she responds to the knowledge of this Good News. No one can do it for you. And, man can not appease God for his sin either. It is impossible to do so, so great is the gulf between righteous God and sinful man. Only the sacrifice of Christ can pay the penalty and renew man to a right relationship with his Creator. Man must acknowledge his sinfulness, and accept the free gift of new life in Jesus Christ. The payment has been paid for our sins, yet we must acknowledge it and receive it. And it is received through faith, not by any works, penance, or good deeds.

Here is a short series of verses from the Bible that explain the process of becoming right with God:

• Romans 3:23 "for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God"

• Romans 6:23 "For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord."

• 1 Peter 3:18 "For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit."

• John 11:25, 26 "Jesus said to her, 'I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?'

• Acts 16:31 "Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved...

• John 16:31 "I tell you the truth, he who believes has everlasting life."

• Romans 4:3 "Abraham believed God and it was credited to him as righteousness."

• Romans 10:9,10 "that if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you shall be saved; for with the heart man believes, resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation."

• John 8:12 "Then Jesus again spoke to them, saying, “I am the Light of the world; he who follows Me will not walk in the darkness, but will have the Light of life.”

• 1 John 5:13 "These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, so that you may know that you have eternal life."


If you have more questions about the Christian faith, or doubts about what is true and what is not true about Christianity. Please email me with your comments or questions at kkrugh@gmail.com.

For another explanation about how to know Christ, please visit the following page at Prison Fellowship Ministries: http://www.pfm.org/partner/Article_Display_Page/0,,PTID2230_CHID100523_CIID367711,00.htm

A good website to answer common doubts and questions about Christianity is:
10 Reasons to Believe in the Christian Faith at http://www.gospelcom.net/rbc/rtb/




My Personal Journey To Faith

Beginnings
My Grandmother, Abbie Krugh, befriended my mother while she dated my father. Having no church background, my mother was encouraged to attend, and and my grandmother took her along to the small, rural Middlebury Methodist Church. This simple, one room, steepled, white building without electricity or running water is also the first church in my memories. I can still see the men seated on the left side of the church and the women on the right. And the routine fascination when one of the men would wind up the old clock and start the pendulum swinging just as the congregation gathered. Everything had to be in order and at the right time. We attended this humble church until the doors closed in the late sixties due to a consolidation of three neighboring rural Methodist churches. But by then, my early thoughts and ideas about God, and foundation in scripture, had been laid by my faithful and very elderly Sunday School teacher, Mrs. Velma Owens. She was the one who introduced me to the ten commandments written by Moses on tablets of stone. From her I learned of the birth of Christ in the manger, the Good Friday crucifixion, and the Easter resurrection.

Saved
Mrs. Opal Bolenbaugh taught Bible once a week at the Wren Elementary School I attended. She also ran a one week Vacation Bible School in the summers. I can still hear the theme song played at every Vacation Bible School assembly: "Boys and girls for Jesus, this our earnest song. Boys and girls for Jesus, at home, at school, at play and everywhere..." With flannel board beside her to illustrate the story, and a flip chart with words to the songs, Mrs. Bolenbaugh clearly presented the gospel of Jesus Christ each week, with an invitation to "ask Christ into your heart" at the conclusion of most talks. One particular day, when I was in second grade, I felt a clear conviction in my young spirit to pray the sinner's prayer when she gave the invitation. And so I prayed after her in my heart, "Dear God, I know I am a sinner. I believe Jesus is God's son and died on the cross for my sins. Please forgive me and help me to live a life pleasing to You. I accept you, Jesus, as my Savior. Amen." I remember the occasion clearly, and praise God for the faithfulness of Mrs. Opel Bolenbaugh.

About four years ago I saw Opel at my mother's church and personally thanked her for her faithfulness and for leading me in that simple prayer when I was but seven years old. And two days ago, my mother handed to me a poem written by Mrs. Bolenbaugh. In her honor and to the glory of God I include it here:

"Who Cares About a Kid Like Me?"

Life's a strange and tiresome struggle
    when you face it all alone...
Days unending seem to follow
    when the future is unknown.
You can try to fill the hollows
    of an empty, wasted life,
But the effort seems so useless
    when there's constant care and strife.

When you look around for comfort
    and find others just like you.
It's so hard to see the sunshine...
    only shadows come to view.
"Well, I'll try to be more righteous,
    and do only good each day!"
When the night comes you see failure,
    and you know you'll have to pay.

Next, you think "I'll just keep busy
    making money...having fun!"
But there's not enough of either
    when that rat-race you have run.
So decide "It's just no use now,
    for no matter how I try
I just keep on sinking deeper,
    and...I'm so afraid to die!"

"No one cares, and no one sees me...
    No one notices my plight."
Maybe in their hearts they're empty...
    Maybe they all share my fright.
If I could I sure would help them...
    But there's nothing I can do.
Surely in this world there's something
    That could help me start anew!

Wait! I think some one is caring!
    I think someone's hearing me!
Yes, there is! There's someone sharing
    from God's precious Word with me!
They are showing me there is hope!
    There is life so full and free!
For a price was paid on Calvary!
    It's a GIFT that's offered me!

It's a gift that has been offered...
    And that gift...eternal life.
I have only to receive it,
    And my heart can cease it's strife.
Oh I open now my heart's door...
    Let His Light shine deep inside!
To His arms I now come running...
    In His love I now abide.

How I thank my GOD for someone
    who would share their faith with me.
I will praise His Name forever
    That His love I now can see.
I'm so filled with joy and gladness
    As I walk with Him each day.
How I worship and adore Him
    As I read His Word and pray.

But I know that there are others
    Who still walk that lonesome road.
And I pray that He will help me
    Walk beside and share their load!
I will never cease to praise Him
    For the ones who cared for me...
And it is my task of blessing
    Just His servant now to be.

Thanks to you who've joined this caring...
    Thanks to you who share the load...
Thanks to you for understanding
    Of the pitfalls on life's road.
Thanks for lifting up the fallen...
    Thanks for lifting those who stray!
Thanks for following the Saviour
    As He leads you day by day.

In His Word they will find comfort.
    In His Word they will know joy.
In His Word they will find blessing
    That the world cannot destroy.
For this Word is of the FATHER...
    And the Word is GOD the SON...
And the Word the SPIRIT teaches
    Till our earthly life is done.

Can you see those one's who're struggling?
    Can you hear those hearts that cry?
Do you care that souls are dying?
    Won't you to that soul draw nigh?
If you know the Blessed Saviour
    Who lay down His life for you,
Won't you lift His Word in witness?
    Be among the chosen few?

Tell them! Tell them of the Saviour!
    Tell them of His love for all!
Tell them that He died to save them
    If they'll only on Him call!
Let them see Him living in you!
    Let them hear His word of love.
Let them know that you are caring,
    Share His message from above.

    

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Wandering
In my adolescent years I attended church faithfully with my family, sang in the church choir, and attended youth group. Being a Christian was a very "normal" thing to be given my surroundings. It cost me little, so I paid little attention to it. I professed being a Christian, and even felt God guiding and directing my paths. But little spiritual growth ensued. In my later years of high school I went drinking with the guys. And on my eighteenth birthday I was out all night, never making it home till much later the next morning. Between high school and college I experimented with marijuana. Praise God I never got killed driving home high or intoxicated. I worried my poor mother unmercifully.

College Friends

I believe God had mercy on me, and actively pulled me back into the fold during my college years. It was during my Freshman year that I met several solid brothers in Christ who provided accountability and challenged me to mature in Christ. Chris was a member of the Church of the Brethern, and Paul was a Southern Baptist. The conflict of two worlds was still present at first: partying at the fraternities, and going to Sunday school with my Chris and Paul. Eventually, I was convicted by the Holy Spirit and made a serious recommitment of my life to Christ. I have never looked back. Yet I have not always proved faithful, even though God has been perfectly faithful to me. He has provided more joy, peace, and contentment than I ever dreamt of. My walk with Christ has been sweet, and my failures a bitter disappointment. Still, I have never been disappointed by the grace and mercy of the Lord.

Pentecostal Years
In the fall of 1976, my senior year at college, I met my wife who was in her second year of college. Val grew up in the Assemblies of God church, and through her and her family, I was introduced to the Pentecostal Christian experience. The first words Val's aunt said to me are indelibly imprinted on my mind: "Have you received since you believed?", quoting from Acts 19:2. What, exactly, did she mean? This started a year long search for the meaning of this question, and the understanding of Pentecostal distinctives. I began attending my wife's Assembly of God church when I visited her before we were married, and attended an AG church in Cincinnati. Many books were given me on the subject, and suffice it to say that on Superbowl Sunday 1978 it happened: I attended an evening service at the AG church and I was touched in an undeniably real way by God. My Pentecostal tenure had begun. As a result, I began a truly deeper walk with the Lord, gaining courage and boldness in His love, and a greater commitment for service in His Kingdom.

Val and I were married in 1979, joined the AG church and plugged into the ministry program there "big time". Val started teaching at their Christian School, and I became involved in a ministry to boy's similar to Boys Scouts, the Royal Rangers. I served two terms as a deacon on the church board, and helped on Sunday mornings running the sound board. Our two daughters were born during this period, who attended the church daycare center and then the Christian school. All our friends and acquaintances were either associated with the church or the school. God was faithful and true.

Upheaval
Without question, the hardest thing I have ever had to do was leaving the Pentecostal movement. I will not say why we left. That is not important to the saga of God's faithfulness in our lives. But there were several reasons why leaving was so difficult, not all of them theological.

Our daughters grew up in the AG church. More precisely they were conceived, born, dedicated, baptized, burped, diapered, and educated there. Most of their contacts and friends attended our church. To pull them away from this when they were ten and eight years old was not without tears.

And the same for myself, to a large degree. I was very involved with the Royal Rangers, and all my accountability lay in the brothers I worked with in this ministry. When we left the AG church, 95% of my Christian friends were left behind.
And theologically, by leaving the Pentecostal movement, was I backsliding? Had I denied forevermore the work of the Holy Spirit in our lives? Was I depriving my daughters of the "Full Gospel" and powerful workings of the Holy Spirit? Would my Pentecostal brothers and sisters decry me a reprobate? Thank God the answer to all these questions was no.

God's Provision
My wife and I both knew that we had to get plugged into another church as soon as possible. But we had no clue as to where to start looking. Someone suggested I visit an Evangelical Free Church, and so I bought a Saturday newspaper and found the closest Evangelical Free Church to our home. And on a weekend when Val and the girls were out of town, I found myself in the parking lot of Grace Evangelical Free Church asking God what in the world I was doing there. I did not know a single thing about the denomination, and certainly knew nobody at this church. It turned out to be another of God's great acts of faithfulness and provision to our family.

The Sunday School class I attended that day was studying the book of Acts, and, of all things, the Day of Pentecost as told in the 2nd chapter of Acts. The sermon preached was meant for me. I could have sworn that the pastor was privy to my inner thoughts, sins, and needs, because his message was specific and convicting. Of course he didn't know anything about me or my spiritual needs at the time, but God's Holy Spirit did.

We visited a few other churches, but ended up at the church I visited on my own, Grace Evangelical Free Church. Over the past seven years I and my family have matured in the knowledge and goodness of God through powerful, Spirit directed teaching and sincere, humble worship. We are growing in Him, as He is ever faithful to us.



What I Believe Doctrinally

The following is a Statement of Faith of The Evangelical Free Church of America. It is what I believe doctrinally.


Statement of Faith of The Evangelical Free Church of America.

The doctrinal position of The Evangelical Free Church of America is summarized in our twelve-article Statement of Faith.

We Believe:

1. The Scriptures, both Old and New Testaments, to be the inspired Word of God, without error in the original writings, the complete revelation of His will for the salvation of men and the Divine and final authority for Christian faith and life.

2. In one God, Creator of all things, infinitely perfect and eternally existing in three persons: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

3. That Jesus Christ is true God and true man, having been conceived of the Holy Spirit and born of the Virgin Mary. He died on the cross, a sacrifice for our sins according to the Scriptures. Further, He arose bodily from the dead, ascended into heaven, where, at the right hand of the Majesty on High, He is now our High Priest and Advocate.

4. That the ministry of the Holy Spirit is to glorify the Lord Jesus Christ and, during this age, to convict men, regenerate the believing sinner, and indwell, guide, instruct and empower the believer for godly living and service.

5. That man was created in the image of God but fell into sin and is, therefore, lost, and only through regeneration by the Holy Spirit can salvation and spiritual life be obtained.

6. That the shed blood of Jesus Christ and His resurrection provide the only ground for justification and salvation for all who believe, and only such as receive Jesus Christ are born of the Holy Spirit and, thus become children of God.

7. That water baptism and the Lord's Supper are ordinances to be observed by the Church during the present age. They are, however, not to be regarded as means of salvation.

8. That the true Church is composed of all such persons who through saving faith in Jesus Christ have been regenerated by the Holy Spirit and are united together in the Body of Christ of which He is the Head.

9. That only those who are, thus, members of the true Church shall be eligible for membership in the local church.

10. That Jesus Christ is the Lord and Head of the Church and that every local church has the right, under Christ, to decide and govern its own affairs.

11. In the personal premillennial and imminent coming of our Lord Jesus Christ and that this "Blessed Hope" has a vital bearing on the personal life and service of the believer.

12. In the bodily resurrection of the dead; of the believer to everlasting blessedness and joy with the Lord; of the unbeliever to judgment and everlasting conscious punishment.





In the beginning...

For some years now I have read through the Bible twice every year. If you picture the Bible to be a mighty tree and every word a little branch, I have shaken every one of these branches because I wanted to know what it was and what it meant. ... Martin Luther (1483-1546)




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